Wishing my life away..

I have a nasty habit of wishing my life away.
I couldn't wait to be a 'teenager'.
I couldn't wait to be 'sixteen'.
I couldn't wait to be 'eighteen'.
I couldn't wait for college.

Now all these thing have or are happening as we speak! & I'm finding myself wishing & wishing again.
What for?
To be able to serve a mission... RIGHT NOW.
Why do I get so ahead of myself?
I look at all these blogs, pinterest boards, and Facebook pages of these lucky women getting ready to leave. I honestly could not be more jealous!

Oh well... I need to be more patient. Enjoy my life.
just ranting,
and i'm done (: